What is my 'why'?

I went to a boardplan last night and I can't stop thinking about what MS talked about, the question he said we must all know to keep going.

What is my why?

Why do I do what I do? What is my 'WHY'?I haven't been able to answer that for myself. I don't have a family, at least not I enjoy being around. I think the biggest reason for my lack of follow through is I don't have the family I want for myself. A husband and children. It almost feels as if I'll never have a family. If I want to be successful, I'll have to give up that possibility. I mean how many successful black women have a husband and children?

I need to get past the belief that I will never marry. If that is my future then I have to decide on two outcomes for my life: single and financially free or single and living from paycheck to paycheck.

I think I will chose single and financially free.

I need to get over myself. Get over my fears. Get over the things that demotivate me.

What are my goals? Are they realistic? Are they obtainable? What am I doing on a daily basis to achieve them?

Need to work on my goals tonight. I wish I knew if the Lancaster library was open today.

What is my why?

I want to help people who want to help themselves. That means asking and moving on when they say NO. I can't help people who don't want to help themselves.

What is my why?

One thing I can do to stay motivated is to listen to my CDs instead of talking to my dream stealing co-workers. I keep wondering if I should take the Jesus approach to unbelievers.

"Get behind me, Satan! You are a hinderance to me. For you are not setting your mind on the things of God, but on the things of man." Matthew 16:23 (ESV)