Day 90

I'm getting so tired of writing these fricken benchmarking problem solution paper. There should be a law against having to write these types of paper two classes in a row.

I'm a little ticked off with myself as I slept away most of the weekend. I'm usually completely finished with my paper by now but I didn't really work on it at all yesterday and I didn't really start my research until this afternoon.

I attempting to get rest is proving difficult. Do I sleep or do I work on my paper? At the moment I'm still 1,000 short of the require minimum word count. Did I mention that I'm usually done with my paper by now?

I have no motivation for finishing this paper. I have no motivation for school at all if the classes are going to be structured like these last two classes. I hate working on teams and I'm tired of school period. I just want my free time back.

The only thing that can make this a worse situation is if I got called back into the military. Another extended break from school will completely put me over the edge as I have no desire for school as it is and I don't think I will go back to school. My main focus will be getting the heck out of this desert because I hate it with all the fibre of my being.